FERTILIZE YOUR BRAIN

NORMA

The woman asked, “May I sit anywhere?” even though the sign in the hotel restaurant clearly read, “Seat Yourself.” I brought the slumped shouldered woman one menu. Better to hear, “Another person’s joining me” rather than have her sigh, “I’m eating alone tonight,” after bringing over too many menus. The staff marked the white, blue-haired woman for a one-top staying on the “hospital discount.” The hospitals are within blocks of the hotel, hosting people “off the Rez;” “up North” white Minnesotans and occasionally Middle Eastern royalty who cannot grasp the worry of health care coverage. The hospital guests make up one-third of the hotel’s business and rarely tip the restaurant staff.

The servers try to pass off these tables to the bartenders; bartenders get paid more than minimum wage. Rent and student loans were covered and I only had a two-top, so I relished being able to ask her, “How are you doing tonight?” with enough time to listen to her response.

“Tired if I’m going to be honest.” Taking a deep breath she said, “I’ve been at the hospital all day.”

Even those lucky enough to be a hospital guest surrounded by family don’t have the energy for filtered conversations. A guest once explained every detail of his recently removed catheter. He sat alone, but I listened impatiently. A Frenchman waited for me to be “his travel guide through the Great Room Restaurant experience,” so I had no time for Marvin and his catheter woes. Not then, but now, I wish I would have stayed to listen. I too know the pain of a catheter and damn, it hurts.

“What do you need? Caffeine or liquor?” I asked her. Serving duties come first, personal inquiries happen later.

“Gin and tonic. And then I’ll decide on food, although I’m not very hungry.”

“Preference on gin?”

“What’s that?” She lifted her ear.

I said more loudly,  “We’ve got Beefeaters, Tanqueray, Bombay…”

“Rail will be just fine. I’d like the limes on the side, please.” Her “please” was more pleasant than usual; the two-top probably wasn’t going to tip.

After taking their order, I told Chef, “One of the guys wants the ‘tastiest’ fish you can make. ‘Marinated so well the juices and flavors soak into the fish and don’t sit on top.’”

“Did you tell him our fish was frozen?”

“Only if he asks. Duh.”

“My silly ballerina.” He tweaked his nipple and I ran out of the kitchen before he could tease me for blushing again.

We did our genuine best to give the two-top the “tastiest” seafood with all the talent and ingredients we possessed. When I asked, “How is your dinner, sir?” the guy gave another eye roll. For the rest of the night his communications included snapping his fingers and clicking his tongue, but few words. I overheard him say to his dining companion, “I’m so angry I can’t even speak to her.”

“Have we decided on food?” I asked the tired, pleasant woman.

“Is it possible to get the quesadilla without jalapenos?” She asked the question like it was an inconvenience.

“Of course. And how is your gin and tonic?”

“I just have to say this is the best, THE BEST gin and tonic I’ve ever had! And I’ve had a few gin and tonics.” Her previously furrowed brow crinkled as she smiled.

“I’m so glad!” I rarely speak in sincere exclamations at work. “What’s your name?”

“Well, I’m Norma.”

“Nice to meet you Norma! I’m Ryn.”

“What a beautiful name! Where does it come from?”

“Katharyn. Too many Katies in the world.”

“Let me shake your hand.” Her grip was earnest.

Our “Where are you from?” conversation turned into “What did you do/want to do in life?” She told me of her husband’s cancer and the increasing health care bills. Their three acres in the woods could get lonely sometimes.

For once her generous tip was not the my goal for this interaction; I just wished her well.


G&Ts: REAL TALK

Neither ingredient originated in Britain, but the Brit’s thirst for domination brought the two together. Quinine gives tonic water its sharp taste. It also helped the Brits fight malaria while the Indian subcontinent fought for their agency and their lives. The Brits co-opted “gin” from the Flemish word genever. A Dutch scientist coaxed medicinal uses out of juniper berries to create Jenever, the predecessor of genever (slightly different spelling and with slightly less alcohol content). Long lost healers--and not so long ago, pharmacists--would like it known: while most modern inebriants come from their concoctions, they were born in the pursuit of science and well-being. Although the buzz they got while “working” wasn’t too bad.

GIN AND TONIC RECIPE

Seriously, you need one?

GRAND TO BE GREAT

I got a text message as I parked in front of the nursing home: “I’m so bored! Got time to talk?”

I called Dana back immediately. “I’m about to see my grandma.”
“Oh. I didn’t mean to be needy. I’m just…” She started hacking.
“Sick of being sick?”
“Exactly. I’m not a phone talker, but I like our conversations. You’ve got stories to tell...Although I understand if you can’t talk now.”
“No, you’ve got good timing. Gotta take a bit before I go in.”
“Understandable. This is your great-grandma right?”
“Yup. Grandma Peterson.”
“The one who mowed the lawn into her second hip replacement?”
“Ha. Yea.”
“How you holding up?” The flick of a lighter could be heard on her end.

“After my mom’s first visit she told me, ‘It’s hard, but I have to remember that going to see her isn’t for me -it’s for her.’ And I’m glad to do this alone before I take Lizzie. Can’t see Grandma for the first time and also be a big sister too.”

The bathroom door in the nursing home had a sign that read, “Bathroom key located in office.” I had a bladder full of diet sodas but the first thing I asked the head nurse was, “Do you know where Irene Peterson is? She’s been moved to hospice.”

“We love Irene here!” she said while heading toward the older, west side of the building. The medical devices beeped louder in the west wing, the color choices more garish. Grandma had covered the sterile ambiance of her east wing room with a painting of Martin Luther praying and handmade afghans. I had never stepped into the west wing.

Before the nurse crossed the threshold, I ran into the darkened kitchen. She followed with a box of tissues. The last time I’d gone into in there, Grandma Peterson wanted another kringla, our family cookie. She and Grandma Barbara started teaching me how to make kringla before I could spell. When they no longer needed to help me hold the flour sifter, I knew I was a big girl. The woman listened to my story patiently, before asking how I was related to the ‘lovely Irene.’

“I’m Angie’s daughter, Barbara’s granddaughter...”

“Oh we know Bud and Sherry! And our youngest went to school with Chase,” she responded as I finished the list. “You’re her great-granddaughter?”

I nodded and wanted to say, “I just call her Grandma.” Instead I said, “I’m ready.”

The nurse knocked on the door. “Irene, you have a visitor.”

“Alright, I guess.” Her voice drifted over her recliner taken from the house built by her husband and sons. I hoped she didn’t notice how wobbly my steps were.

After hugging her, I could say “Hey Grandma! I like the way your sweater sparkles,”

“Oh my little Katy!” she said and I remembered how to breathe.

Mom told me before the visit, She’s tired now, so you’ll have to do most of the talking. But first I had to show her our matching fuzzy pink socks. Then I could tell her about faraway family members while going through one of her photo albums.

“You are still such a looker G-ma! I hope I age as gracefully as you.”

Her expression was familiar; she made the same face when one of her great-grands was confirmed into the Catholic church. We play ignorant when people say we are beautiful and the offspring must always be Lutheran. Luckily, she still let me play bingo with her.

When I’d walked into the nursing home, an elderly mother and her farmer son were playing cards in the foyer. The man had politely ignored my kitchen tears. I got to meet more family that day when they were sat at our bingo table. Tootie, the elderly woman, had been married to my great-grandma’s cousin. Tootie and Irene leaned in for girlish whispers about the next table; they couldn’t believe the nurse sat so-and-so next to so-and-so. Mark, Tooties’s son, chatted about his soybeans.

The announcer asked, “Is that Irene?” after I bingo-ed.

Someone said, “No, it’s her granddaughter. Or is it great-grand?”

“GREAT-grand!” I yelled.

After Grandma won her fun-size candy she said, “Bumping.” At her ninetieth birthday, a California cousin taught her the word. We tripled the town’s population that day.

Before I could tell her I would visit again soon, she asked me to come back.

“Duh, Grandma. You’re fun times.” She laughed, a laugh echoed in her children, grandchildren and great-grands. I turned to look at her once more before leaving. She caught my kiss in her hand and winked a blue eye, the same blue in my mother’s and mine.

According to my sister, the trick to not running out of gas with a broken fuel gauge was to refill the tank every 200 miles. Mileage clicked over to 253 when I had pulled into Bancroft, Iowa, but I didn’t stop at the gas station until after seeing Grandma.

WHAT THEY KNEW

1. 

“I get wetter when I’m high. Want a hit?” Her arm crossed the spacious divide between them to proffer the joint.

“No, thank you ma’am. I smoked a little in college, but it got me real paranoid.” She giggled and scooted closer to her client.

“Might calm those first-time nerves tonight.” She took a professional drag and blew the smoke toward the overstuffed king bed.

Jeremiah blushed as she started to tickle his kneecaps. “I’m going to make a cough syrup cocktail. Would you like one?” he said, and jumped up quickly to walk to the bar.

Stifling her giggle this time, she asked, “Got any vodka instead?”

“Sorry, I don’t.” He looked into her eyes for the first time and his gently frank voice took on an edge. “Hard alcohol makes me angry.”

She cleared her throat politely. “Maybe you should stick with the cough syrup then.”

The bright pink goo settled comfortably over the ice in his glass. Jeremiah knew he’d picked a quality hotel when he saw real glasses by the sink, not plastic cups. But he wished he’d remembered the Sprite.

2. 

“I want something red. But Mariah help you, if it’s a cabernet.” She set linguistic trends through diva worship.

The wine caused tonight’s chosen drinking partners to vociferate. This swirling vortex of partiers drank cheap whisky sours; they never knew the 19 bar sold wine.

But this picara knew. “Obviously she does,” they said.

3. 

Dehydrated taste buds suckered to the roof of her mouth. If Rebecca drank white wine, she preferred a ‘buttery, unoaked California chardonnay.’ But right now, a symphony of sobs and slurps of wine she couldn’t taste filled the balcony. Her lover, the woman committed to signing that marriage license with her, vanished last night. She knew her wine was white. Nothing else.


WHAT I KNOW

1. Cough Syrup Cocktails are NEVER recommended except to virgins of this ‘cocktail.’ Feel free to try it once. No regrets when you’re found on the roof in your roomate’s red panties the next morning. Definite regret if you do it again.

2. Any kind of red wine has tasty potential as long as it’s not Communion quality, including cabernet and sometimes merlot (I defy you, Sideways fanatics).  

3. Rebecca’s right. Unoaked and buttery is the best kind of chardonnay.

AN [A] TYPICAL CURE

The blinking cursor on the screen hadn’t moved for thirty minutes; a red bump on Patrick’s right testicle was taking priority over his writing. Maybe it’s just a sebaceous cyst he thought as he stared out the window. Or crabs from that girl last week. He stopped petting Albert, his iguana, to scratch his crotch.

The recycling was engorged with beer cans but the fridge lay empty, except for the lasagna his roommate’s girlfriend brought over last night. The answer to his many problems was the neighborhood pub. The pub was usually the answer. Tomorrow I’ll write without intoxicants. Just need help breaking the barrier. Little lies he told himself.

His boots crunched through blizzard remnants towards the pub. Crusted grayish brown chunks where sidewalk met street. Ooh that’s good. Maybe I’ll write that down. But his bulky gloves hindered legible script or touch screen dexterity. Besides, it was cold.

Keith, his favorite bartender, greeted him with casual posture and a soothing baritone, “Hey Patrick. How goes the writing?”

“My sober muse has escaped me. Time for a change.” He’d already decided his brilliance on the walk was useless.

Keith chuckled. “What were you thinking?” He wiped a rag over the empty, already immaculate bar. He kept his territory clean but never bothered with the peanut shells coating the dining area floor.

“Don’t know. Something complex. Been snaking my roommate’s light beer the past few days.”

“Well, I thought of a drink name last night, but haven’t tested it out yet.”

“What’s it called?”

Keith pushed his glasses off his nose. “The Keith Bourbon.”

“Pun-y and alcoholic. Country music isn’t my favorite, but I’m your willing guinea pig as ever.”

Patrick and Keith experimented with liqueurs and mixers as they discussed the lost art of board game pieces. Both were avid board game inventors and novice mixologists and esoteric conversation always came easily between them.

The final result:

Peaty smokiness hit their nostrils before the drink hit their tongues. Bites of citrus warmed by ginger and bourbon loosened Patrick’s self-criticism and inklings of characters began their birth. Kernels of plot rose to the surface of his cortex and flowed onto the smooth pages of his Moleskine journal. 

This could be something worthwhile. Maybe worth reading…

Eventually.


KEITH BOURBON 

Single malt scotch
2 oz. bourbon
Ginger liqueur
1 lemon wedge
Sour mix
Ginger bitters
Fresh ginger

1) Rinse a lowball glass with a single malt scotch wash and fill it with clean ice.

2) Add bourbon, a smidgen of ginger liqueur (less than half an ounce), the juice from one lemon wedge and a dash of ginger bitters.

3) Top with a splash sour (the fizzy kind, not sweet and sour).

4) Garnish with a lemon twist and fresh ginger.

BOURBON SLUSH, SWENSON STYLE

Grandpa Jack led his new grandson-in-law down the steps into the church kitchen. Harold, notorious for shoveling snow in shorts, was grateful for the relief of damp basement cool. The September sun was blazing white in a cornflower blue sky over the nuptial festivities. Anna, his bride, was pleased with a cloudless day so he was too, but apprehensive sweat still ran from his temples to handlebar mustache. 

“I’m going to teach you the art of the bourbon slush,” said Grandpa Jack, affecting an accent of higher tones. Not quite British, just goofy.

“Thanks for providing this, Mr. Swenson. I’m sorry we didn’t think to have this already.” Truthfully, Harold and Anna didn’t have enough money for wedding booze. 

“We wouldn’t give them a cent,” Anna’s dad would later tell his grandkids about the wedding. “They were too young! Foolhardy in love!” He guffawed at their stubborn romanticism. Harold’s mother, Katherine, would tell them, “Oh, we thought it best they figured it out for themselves.” She wouldn’t tell them of her words to Anna a few days before the ceremony. Anna’s mother-in-law thought Harold and his high school girlfriend, Rebecca, were “so much more suited for each other.” Anna never told her children either.

But now, the bourbon and cans of frozen lemonade concentrate lay abundant upon the spotless Lutheran counter. “Don’t give it a second thought. Happy to help you kids a bit. I really am,” was Grandpa Jack’s response to Harold’s soft-spoken gratitude. Neither of the men acknowledged their slight excess moisture about the eyes. “Just don’t tell the pastor I brought in three liters of Jim Beam!” Grandpa Jack slapped him on the back, one of the few men large enough to make six foot three inches Harold jolt forward.

“Eh, I won’t,” said Harold, not exactly sure if he was kidding.

“Pop open that lemonade and put it in the blender.” Harold had already learned that Grandpa Jack’s bidding was to be completed with a quickness exemplifying respect. “Now, if Grandma Eilene is drinking, I usually use half the bottle.” Grandpa Jack screwed off the white top of the bourbon and let the amber liquid run quick and ceaseless. “But this is a special occasion,” he said as the last drops left the bottle. “And the Grandpa Jack way.” He winked and Harold’s moustache quivered into a smile.

“Now, we just fill her with ice and blend it up!” The muted goldenrod results were poured velvet smooth into clear plastic cups. Grandpa Jack told Harold to carry the tray out to the reception. Anna was doing the chicken dance with her entire cornucopia of tall uncles. “Taller than me,” was Harold’s first thought when he met them. They ran up to Harold, jovially smirking, to grab the drinks. 

“Oh that’s just too disgusting,” Uncle Bobby tried to say as he downed a slush. Sarcastic remarks were their complimentary way of showing appreciation.

Katherine inquired about the drink that was causing such a stir. He brought the tray over to his mother sitting primly by her plate of celery and carrots.

“It’s called a bourbon slush, Mom. Anna’s grandpa just taught me how to make them.”

“Bourbon, you say? Well, I don’t think that’s for me.” She smiled wanly and folded her hands in her lap. “I much prefer a small glass of white wine at special occasions.”

Grandma Eilene spoke up with uncharacteristic emphasis from across the table, “Well, I know I’ll have one.” Bringing cup to lip in her tiny farmer hands, she took a large gulp. It mollified the damnation her cerulean eyes sparked towards Katherine. “Tastes just right, Harold!”   

“That’s my girl!” Grandpa Jack yelled on the dance floor of freshly mown grass as he boogied with a flower girl.

His cancer was found a year later. Already spreading through his body, it had extinguished any chance of recovery. After his death, Harold and the Swensons didn’t drink the bourbon slush for ten years. But as younger generations of Swensons started partnering and breeding, the drink made its revival. The bourbon slush and tales of Grandpa Jack’s exploits now flow bountifully at family celebrations.

They toast to the memory of Grandpa Jack.

SWENSON RULES FOR BOURBON SLUSH

1. It's drunk seasonally, from the first warm night of spring to the last warm afternoon following a chilly night. 
2. The Swensons only use Jim Beam, Wild Turkey or Jack Daniels. 
3. Although the bourbon slush originated at the Kentucky Derby, the Swensons never add the highfalutin ingredients of tea and orangeade. 
4. Most importantly, feel free to disregard all of the above rules, but not the following.
5. Jerk-faces are never allowed the camaraderie of a bourbon slush. Unless it makes you a jerk-face to deny them one. 

SIX COSMOPOLITANS AND ONE WHITE ZIN

She mouthed, “Help me,” when her companion hunched over their bill in the hotel restaurant.

Annie had speculated the woman might be a sex worker with the balding businessman in designer attire sitting at the bar. The creep, an older male, wore plaid stretched over his potbelly. Young, beautiful and wearing heels taller than Annie had worn in years, she said, “I go by Clarissa,” in lilting Carolinian fashion. She had pawed his chest as she ordered a second cosmopolitan. The man had continued to drink his decaf coffee and didn’t give his name.

“Did you see that?” asked Baldy in Armani. “She’s in trouble.” He told Patrick, the bartender, to call security and followed the ill-paired couple to the lobby elevators. Bar patrons and staff sensing the shift in ambiance, stared agape. Clarissa stared back, doe-eyed panic spreading across in her face. She turned to kiss the creep on his pale, thin lips and told him, “I’ll be up soon.” Stumbling back into the restaurant, she tried to go through the kitchen door, the staff’s sacred place. Patrick stopped her and said, “Security’s on the way.”

“I gotta hide,” she said simply. “Is he still there?” Annie looked towards the elevators. The creep still waited.

Clarissa slid down to crawl behind the bar and planked herself under the ice bin. Her coat sopped up the muck of spilled Cabernet with hints of floor dirt as she lay in her well thought out hiding space. Annie tried to reassure her, “You’re safe here with us,” but Clarissa remained silent. Patrick went on calmly with his business of making a Manhattan. 

The creep came lumbering back into the restaurant and inquired as to the whereabouts of his potential hook up. He was directed out to the patio, when security came to escort him up to his room. “I don’t understand where she went. We were having such a good time.” He gave a pathetic sigh.

Once he was safely ensconced in the elevator, Annie helped pull Clarissa out of her hiding spot and tried to avoid the crimson floor-goo on her sleeve.  Once she was on the relative stability of a bar chair, Patrick said, “We definitely need some explanation.”

“I think more cosmopolitans...are needed, ” Clarissa slurred, pausing to control her increasing vocal instability.

“Oh, you’re good on that. But here’s some water.” Patrick placed the glass and a box of tissues in front of the now-sobbing Clarissa. The gallant Baldy in Armani fed her tissues as she explained that the creep was her boss and expected “secksual relations” tonight.

Baldy in Armani said, “If he tries anything, I’m gonna punch him. Bare-fisted. And it won’t be pretty.” His smile wrinkled the barren landscape of a scalp. Clarissa stopped sobbing, but could no longer sit up straight.

Annie helped her to lie down on a couch in the lobby. Clarissa promptly puked, creating a vast puddle of eerily bright pink liquid warmed with swirls of putrid chartreuse. Jackson, the housekeeper, came in with a wheelchair and said, “Ooh my goodness,” melodious surprise in his Ghanian accent. He gently tried to help her into the wheelchair. “I don’t need your help!” Clarissa screamed and plopped herself into the mobilizing aid.

She greeted her four intrepid police officers striding through the lobby doors with a lolling head and a wink. “Hellooo officers.”  She ignored Laura, the female front desk manager and lobby liaison to the confusion, pacing stiffly. Clarissa’s mood shifted back to rescue-me-mode when her boss exited the elevators.

“There you are! I thought you were coming to my room soon.” The creep took no notice of the cops, security guards and front desk manager surrounding his intoxicated, wheelchair-bound employee.

She grabbed his ass and put her hands down his pants while the cops tried to ‘assess the situation’. Laura filled in the gaps by placing a call to Rebecca, the third in their traveling business party. The creep was Bill, a naïve sixty-five year old divorcee who thought it a ‘bit wild’ to drink one glass of white zinfandel at their dinner meeting that night. Clarissa’s dinner consisted of a small salad and four cosmopolitans. She had played drunken grab-ass with him before, later threatening to sue for sexual harassment. On a trip to Atlanta, Rebecca waited patiently in the parking lot for Clarissa to come out of a lunch meeting. Clarissa finally came through the door, running fast with arms full of liquor bottles and yelling, “Drive fast, bitch! The cops are on the way!” Somehow, she hadn’t yet been fired.

Clarissa was last seen being wheeled into the elevator by one of the police officers. The other planted himself firmly between them and Bill, who trailed oafishly behind, wondering aloud, “Do you think she had too much to drink tonight?


MY THOUGHTS ON WHITE ZIN


I don't drink it. 

THE ONLY COSMOPOLITAN I WILL DRINK 

2 oz. vodka
1 oz. orange liqueur
1 oz. cranberry juice
½ oz. fresh lime juice
½ oz. simple syrup
dash orange bitters

Shake the ingredients well with ice and strain into a chilled cocktail glass. The vodka you drink should never come from a plastic bottle. Cointreau and Grand Marnier make some great orange liqueur, but we won’t judge if a cheap triple sec is used (even if this does come from a plastic bottle). The cranberry juice should be unsweetened and actual juice, not concentrated. Don’t feel pressured to garnish the drink with lime and orange twists; a lime wedge is enough for everyone to know that’s a cosmopolitan in your Sex and The City-loving hand.